May 2024
May 2nd
We report in the easy morning light, the air blooms around the clouds. We do not remember whether we heard any rain last night, but the grass is especially wet, and the mud is fresh on the path. It smells bright. The sun comes out all the time. The sky keeps sprawling out.
May 1st
We report: with the later sunsets, we find ourselves alone in the streets when the sky turns orange. We see people indoors going about their evening while the clouds move westwards, taking the sun with them where we cannot see it. The puddles light up in potholes.
May 4th
We report at the hour when ghosts appear, walking in the middle of the road. It is not enough of a place that we imagine any cars could come by here and now, but we keep listening for them anyway. Instead, we hear echoes of a motorway in the distance, and the wind in our ears.
May 3rd
We report: despite all appearances, this is not much of a day for rain. The clouds contort themselves around precipitations, spinning around aimlessly while no wind blows. The sky above is a careless blue, steady when we catch a glimpse of it. The sun hits through the greys.
May 5th
We report: the sun stretches to long scraps of ashen light, not enough to go around the whole sky. It is burning at both ends, and the day is all done, over, and we are able to say that we have lived through it. Cross it out, start a new one. And the sun stretches thinner still.
May 7th
We report: there are wilted apple blossoms everywhere on the sodden ground, and the wind is bringing down many more of them. There is a chill clinging onto the air, but it is half-hearted, only carried by the breeze at this point. The clouds shimmer in silver tones.
May 6th
We report from the exact right angle, at the exact right moment, a burst of light, something fierce and bright. That sunshine would have been scattered into the sky anyway, but to see it surge from behind the clouds like this has to count as something special, perhaps a miracle.
May 11th
We report: as soon as the sun got high enough in the sky (early, the solstice is getting nearer), it got rather warm. No wind to speak of, so when the clouds came, they were welcome. Billowing mountains grew through the long afternoon from the dust on the horizon.
May 8th
We report on a moonless night: the power is out in the neighbourhood. Our eyes are tired, it is a balmy spring evening, and when we look up, we cannot help but think the stars are about to fall on us. They flicker. We lose our balance as we forget where the ground is.
May 9th
We report: salty in the back of our throat, the morning has opened up so that, even if it is early, we feel welcome to be alive in it. We wait for our commute and fall back asleep a little while standing. We confuse twilights and we go home in a dream - what an odd day already.
May 21st
We report from a gas station parking lot at dawn, waiting for the coach to get back on the road. We feel a little bit dizzy from reading too much, and the air conditioning is on too high, so our head is resting against the window. We catch colours before dozing off.
May 10th
We report on the brightest day yet this year: it has not rained in a few days. Because it is rather warm today, the smell in the air is one that brings us back to a very specific moment - many years back, spring, a cloud moves to let sunshine onto our face. We sneeze.
May 12th
We report at dawn: when we got up during the night, the sky was clear and full of stars, but this morning, we can smell rain and shivers on the wind. The clouds brood, big and dark; we appreciate their languidness in the face of the breeze. In time, the sunlight will break out.
May 13th
We report: it is marshy here, and there are all sorts of strange plants that we do not know, burrowed in the damp. So it is especially chilly at sunset, no matter how warm the day has been. The wet grass whips our ankles; the glare of the orange sun blinds us for a few seconds.
May 14th
We report about dissolved clouds, small shreds of steam moving unconsolidated; they are headed in the same general direction, but with a remarkable lack of purpose. Our expert gently explains to us that there is no use in anthropomorphising clouds, but we cannot help it.
May 15th
We report: we had no idea night was so close. The sky has been low through the afternoon, layers upon layers of thick clouds - it was dark all along. Now, judging from the colour of the light seeping through, sunset must be near. The birds are flying higher and higher.
May 16th
We report: used and abused, the black of the night, scrubbed enlightened to the purple of overlit spaces. The night lands too softly, and peals of light scatter into empty clouds. We were woken by a distant clamour, a roar of joined voices that infiltrated our dreams.
May 17th
We report: mid-May, when we go to bed, the sunset is fresh in our mind. The colours stick, the direction in which the clouds moved, the shapes of them. We reach the threshold of sleep with a firm hold on the orange that grazed the top of buildings until late into dusk.
May 18th
We report about a day after a thunderstorm. After the turmoil and the churning in the sky, the atmospheric pressure has gone back up, around 1015 hectopascals at the moment. The sky has been a steady blue since morning, and the cirrus look decidedly placid. Low wind.
May 19th
We report: we might go into the clouds and never make it back someday. Nobody would know where we went. We think about it, often, as if it were something that could really happen. Today, we stare up at this massive edifice that encompasses the whole sky, and we are already there.
May 20th
We report about early in the night, when there is still blue to be found in the remnants of light. This is not anywhere near a clear night - we can tell by the brushstrokes across the vault - but we see more than a few stars. They come out shy and dim, but we see them.
May 22nd
We report: the sky is uncovering, inch by inch. It takes all afternoon. There are showers; the clouds move in and out again, one step forward, two steps back, until the wind takes charge. All that blue above looks fresh, just like a new coat of paint bleeding through the clouds.
May 23rd
We report on a balmy day: the sun keeps showing up just long enough to warm the air, enough that the back of our neck feels hot. Then it disappears, and the warmth feels more diffuse. We are walking at a good pace, so we sweat in our raincoat. It smells like freshly cut grass.
May 24th
We report: morning, the sunrise is starting to show colours through the clouds. The leaves are heavy with dew, and rain is fast approaching. The air is already charged with that humid morning smell, but there is definitely rain on top. It feels icy as it goes through our nose.
May 25th
We report about the vast and the endless crammed into a minute. It happens when we are overwhelmed with sunsets; our minds get too full for us to remember the world has not always been like this, drowned in red light that reaches further than it should. We feel warm in the fire.
May 26th
We report: it is only right that we should sometimes point out how very nice a moment is. This evening is lovely indeed; windy, not uncomfortably so. There are emerald and cadmium and phtalo and moss greens in the trees, all shiny in the golden light. It is so late, so bright.
May 27th
We report on a damp morning: we are heading towards the end of May after a rather clement few days. We are not yet so close to summer that the warmth lingers. It seeps in slowly, but as soon as the sky clouds over, it dissipates within moments. So this day begins, in drizzle.
May 28th
We report: there was fog when we fell asleep last night, and it has not entirely lifted yet in the blue morning. There is a sea in the field. We are squinting at it as though it were the glare of the sun, hoping to see through it. We get mist in our eyelashes for our troubles.
May 29th
We report about colours that are more akin to flavours - peach and raspberry and apricot and so on. We have to hurry up, our expert is waiting for us; the evening passes on, dissolves into greys before blues, and then the absence of colours. We try not to forget how it tasted.
May 30th
We report: despite wearing long trousers, we have managed to get stung by nettles quite a bit. We accept this fact as part of the spring outing experience. It is a bright day, if slightly hazy above the horizon. There are many bees buzzing all over the wildflowers.
May 31st
We report: the clouds have been slowly accumulating, coming to a standstill above our head. They are blocking a good amount of the light, though it is early in the afternoon. There is a warm breeze down here that ruffles our hair and makes the trees sway lightly.